Look ! Time flies by..
Oh my, I seem to neglect this for a month, oh dear oh my god, oh your god and everybody's god, and all we want is shady lanes. Sue me for repeating the song every minute, it sent me back to the good old 90s.
Officially, I have 2 more months to go for my training, and I already kick start my final report. Yes, I have tendency to finish quick so I can enjoy my REAL holiday, however I have to constantly remind myself that being quick doesn't mean the road is smooth, *sigh* need to check my spellings and toeing the line set by the formats.
Chinese New Year is same as last year, very quiet, and I wanted to sleep almost all day due the exhaustion of my training. Good thing that the manager is cool and would like totie me here discuss my future in the company when I graduate next year.
Now here's the dilemma. Kota Bharu is my home town and I bloody love it, but I will be lying if I don't say this town is boring and for the better words, lack pf privacy. Granted, construction progression is gradually building, be it big or small, I just can't feel the developement. I wanted to work at KL to gain more experiences and most of all, all my friends are there, I want to enjoy going down the city every saturday (or sunday if I start working) and satisfy my hobbies. Beside, even though I never enjoy "cuci mata" much, finding a girlfriend, as desperate as I can get, is slim here.
But here's the catch.
Next year won't guarantee the economy will bounce back for this forsaken country, living expense will be sky rocket as expected, and I am reluctant to waste my parents money. Enough is enough, I need to stop relying on their resources. Easier said than done, I might crawling back to their arms and ask if I am in deep financial trouble (no gambling and joli-ing, mind you, I am still very kampung-ish).
This is a very hard choice I have to make. Oh well I shall see if I want to sacrifice my freedom for a job which is already waiting for me here, or sacrifice my sanity to pursue my luck in KL. Not sure whether I am the one that actually living a very very comfortable life, am I ?
Officially, I have 2 more months to go for my training, and I already kick start my final report. Yes, I have tendency to finish quick so I can enjoy my REAL holiday, however I have to constantly remind myself that being quick doesn't mean the road is smooth, *sigh* need to check my spellings and toeing the line set by the formats.
Chinese New Year is same as last year, very quiet, and I wanted to sleep almost all day due the exhaustion of my training. Good thing that the manager is cool and would like to
Now here's the dilemma. Kota Bharu is my home town and I bloody love it, but I will be lying if I don't say this town is boring and for the better words, lack pf privacy. Granted, construction progression is gradually building, be it big or small, I just can't feel the developement. I wanted to work at KL to gain more experiences and most of all, all my friends are there, I want to enjoy going down the city every saturday (or sunday if I start working) and satisfy my hobbies. Beside, even though I never enjoy "cuci mata" much, finding a girlfriend, as desperate as I can get, is slim here.
But here's the catch.
Next year won't guarantee the economy will bounce back for this forsaken country, living expense will be sky rocket as expected, and I am reluctant to waste my parents money. Enough is enough, I need to stop relying on their resources. Easier said than done, I might crawling back to their arms and ask if I am in deep financial trouble (no gambling and joli-ing, mind you, I am still very kampung-ish).
This is a very hard choice I have to make. Oh well I shall see if I want to sacrifice my freedom for a job which is already waiting for me here, or sacrifice my sanity to pursue my luck in KL. Not sure whether I am the one that actually living a very very comfortable life, am I ?
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