I want to bleak flee !!!

Here I am , sitting in front of my comp , don't know what to write next . My bro's and tech's blogs are gone , porns are getting boring , and I am getting heavier (95 kg-_-") . So let's discuss the word "Future"

Definition :

(a.) Time to come; time subsequent to the present (as, the future shall be as the present); collectively, events that are to happen in time to come.(a.) The possibilities of the future; -- used especially of prospective success or advancement; as, he had great future before him.(a.) A future tense.(v. i.) That is to be or come hereafter; that will exist at any time after the present; as, the next moment is future, to the present.

So do we really can see the future ? Unless you are a wizard . I fucking hate to hear people keep saying "go-study-hard-cause-you-will-have-a-bright-future" . What fucking bright future ?! Take Tony Fernandes(Manager for Air Asia) for example , he slept during physics exam and yet what does he become ? A then-successful music manager !!!

So when it comes to STPM , will straight As guarantee myself a Universities ? NO . Will straight As promise a bright future ? NO . No no no no and no , straight As doesn't get us anywhere , unless you all still forgot how whiny those 121 STPM-ers who failed to get their favourite subject - Medicine , while others who get crappy result still manage to slipped throught . I feel disturbed and confused whenever my parents just tell me to study study and nothing else . Is there other thing than study ? nay at all :/ .