I drank the fountain of decay

I still feel moody after all this shit . And this song start to spin around my head :(

So impressed with all you do.
Tried so hard to be like you.
Flew too high and burnt the wing.
Lost my faith in everything.

Lick around divine debris.
Taste the wealth of hate in me.
Shedding skin, succumb defeat.
This machine is obsolete.

Made the choice to go away.
Drink the fountain of decay.
Tear a hole exquisite red.
Fuck the rest and stab it dead!

Broken. Bruised. Forgotten. Sore.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Poisoned to my rotten core.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Broken. Bruised. Forgotten. Sore.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Poisoned to my rotten core.
Too fucked up to care anymore.

In the back. Off the side. Far away.
Is a place. Where I hide. Where I stay.
Tried to say. Tried to ask. I needed to.
All alone. By myself. Where were you?

How could I. Ever think. It's funny how.
Everything that swore it wouldn't change, is different now.
Just like you. Would always say. We'll make it through.
Then my head. Fell apart. And where were you?

How could I. Ever think. It's funny how.
Everything you swore would never change, is different now.
Like you said. You and me. Make it through.
Didn't quite. Fell apart. Where the fuck were you?

Nine Inch Nails - Somewhat Damaged