You know what ?

Screw last semester, time for now !

Rebuild Of Evangelion 1.01 : You Are (not) Alone

Almost 11 years of mind fucking anime, Gainax just won't stop here. Moreover Hideki Anno, the creator behind the series, wanted to update it again, not without some new scenes, dialogs, and...er...fresh.

I don't think I need to put spoiler tag, cause it's like a recap of the 26 long episodes (this one stops at Ramiel), so I don't give a shit if someone sarcastically thank me for ruining their experiences. Not my fault, and fuck you.

Anyway this is what I felt after watching it in the wee hour of morning.

- Shinji seem less emo than the old version, and to my surprise, he seems to be serious while piloting eva 01, perhaps we will see more of his antics in the next movie this year.

- Sachiel, which was considered as 3rd Angel,  is labeled as fourth in this movie

- Many new scene like conversation between Ritsuko and Misato

- In this movie Misato KNOWS the angel that got crucified IS Lilith

- Rei, as always, being Rei

- Gendou, as always, an asshole

- Ramiel has never been that badass and terrifying before, thumbs up for the effort

- Fun fact : Ramiel uses the sound effect of Alien Monster from Diebuster, another Gainax's masterpiece

- 2 Liliths ?! Why the new model of Lilith is inside the central dogma while the old version of Lilith is on the moon ?!

- Kawaru shows up early, but near the ending

- Don't close after the credit, and watch out for whole new look of Eva unit 05 descending from the moon

I don't think I have the mood to give any rating, but I am looking forward to the last 2 movies, which I think Mr.Hideki will rewrite the ending of End Of Evangelion, or he might retain it but added a few new twist. Yay for more mind fuck !

Pack pack pack

Time to pack, time to prepare, time to go back to KL and start my new semester.

And it's only 2 weeks and a half, what's wrong with them ? Not enough money to give us holiday ? XD

i wanna see....

what kind of thing I will type at this tired condition.........

Zzzzzzzzzzz wanna sleep now but someone still has yet to reply my msn.............zzzzzzz........

Oh well screw it.

Anyway I got screwed at the last subject, as I got a D for it, so I rushed back to KL and sat for the supplementary exam, that's why I didn't online for 2 and a half day.

Anyway with that bad news aside, I received a good news, that I don't need to go to CC everyday now, as my friend managed to register streamyx line to our apartment, yay ! Porn downloading FTW !!!

Nothing to write, I feel glad and sleepy, however I got scare this mroning, and I refuse to write it, as it almost scared my mind forever. And thank goodness it isn't.

I have the urge to..

Sing...yes, SING !!

WHEN I WAS, A HOMO, MY PARTNER, WILL TAKE TO THE CITY, TO SEE THE GAY PARADE...

okie, that's nasty XD.

Whoever wins, I lose anyway

My friend says....

Whichever girls you choose, be it from China or Malaysia, you are fucked anyway. They are after your money and fame. If you don't live up to it, they will leave you before you can even ask why. 

And just now got my confidence knocked down a few percent due to a profile I viewed (no, not through msn chat, rest assure), nevermind, I LIVE !!!!

Being in a crossroad is always  exhausting, as I have to choose a path that could change people's perception on me. Some suggest change is good for me, while some think otherwise, as I am already good enough with my current condition. Granted, I ain't gonna satisfy everyone's opinion, however a certain tweak or two will wow a few people perhaps ? 

One question from a song is a good question that I still can't answer, no wikipedia or urban dictionary can help with this :

"Is be yourself is all that you can do ?" AudioSlave - Be Yourself

Sleep on it ? Move on ? I did, but am I REALLY move on ? More white hair grow on my head unfortunately XD. It's never hurt to look back, as a reference for my future decisions, and this is where I stuck, on the crossroad. 

Should I strive for better ? Should I learn to be dickish so I can keep up with the trend ? Am I too late and feeling left behind ? Am I a sucker ? Worst of all....

Is being myself is all that I can do ?

See first.............*sip chinese tea*

Condolences

Has extended to a woman whom I never got to know better, as she passed on due to a freak accident in stormy evening 2 days ago.

Sorry.

Price to pay

Exam over, and there's something I can occupy myself with for 2 weeks. Recoding account FLT.