The "God" had spoken...

TAHNIAH ANDA BERJAYA KE KUTKM KURSUS CC11 SAINS KOMPUTER (RANGKAIAN KOMPUTER) .

My reaction ? Fuck your choice , I am staying !! *head bang to Korn's Here To Stay*

Right..

I had a fair share of bad and good luck today . The printers in UTAR just shited on me and didn't want to print my practicals . Worst come to worst ICT counter ran out of A4 paper , I am so fucked that I plead from the librarian to lend me a few A4 papers and promised them that I will return the exact amount of paper she lent to me tomorrow , as I want to attend a free guitar practise . I also declined my room mate's invitation to watch F&F : Tokyo Drift , as I ain't that mad about "fuiyoo !!! konaring !!" bullshit . I also had planned to go to Endah Parade anyway , just continue my lonely walk .

Don't feel like reading at the moment , I am tired out by today's lastest practical , which was all about semen cement .

Like dynamite

God dammit my stomach has been acting weird this morning , as I have to rush into toilet 4 times , and I almost shitted myself....literally . Just came out from my tutorial which lasted only an hour . And I have 2 practical to finish as both due tomorrow >_< !!

Come to think of it , I think I need a digicam , a Nikon Coolpix Digicam , just like my dad's . I might revive my short-lived funnies and snap some scene from this campus . I ain't that hype about cameraphone , never interest in it anyway .

Can't wait for Saturday , as there's something I want to do :

• Eat KFC at Ampang Park
• Went to Endah Parade
• Buy Cybertron Thunderblast at Glory System
• Shop for grocery item

I also might ask the aunty about BW Primal and Meg, it's been 2 weeks of June , wtf those local Hasbro is doing ?!

No matter what...

I keep holding back myself , and I will always do . I tried to advance yet my brain keep playing back my past turned me into a reluctant asshole . "So what ?" has applied on me but I am slow to react to it, like a half fucked sloth that got caught by a predator . It's a "damned if i do , damned if I don't" policy out there , as I am struggling understand why a girl dig him(no , not that previous girl I am talking about anyway) . Trying to say wallowing in self-pity is for pussiess is just lying to themselves , I am enjoying it ALOT , and for 4 years I am doing that :D. Self pitying is like an escape , just like what those otakus look to hot anime chicks for some "good" fantasies , it's a perfect drug for a short term relief , second to masturbating .

Anyway , using wireless in UTAR ain't as easy as it seem , as I have to wait for almost an hour just to let the ICT people to set my laptop. Reason ? Their password can be seen in my laptop -_-" . They almost caused me to be late for a practical 2 days ago . Oh well , at least I don't have to queue just to use the pc lab to look for infos on my future assignments .

This year's world cup seem abit...."quiet" , as I feel that I am not desperate to watch the matches . Last night's England should have drew , they were just lucky , as their performance was nothing to shout about . Will Brazil win again ? Or German will do a France ? It's too hype to care about it anyway .

For now , I am looking forward to another day at UTAR , and ponder which place will I go , and which TF toys will be out . Laters .

Times like this

Still stuck in UTAR Setapak campus , as I am standing by to attend my first guitar lesson , even though the real thing will started in next week , the coach just tell us to come anyway .

I met up with Fazri Last Sunday as we agred to meet up at Central Market to watch a minor concert which his friend's band Broken Scar would perform outside the building . We then went off to Endah Parade to check out Glory System's lastest offers . A nice big fat chap he is , I enjoyed chatting with him XD .

I still can't get used to west coast time , as I always see Friday & Saturday is my day off . Group assignments started to pile up some as fast as next week , espacially the presentation about which structure is amazing and vice versa , now here I am , struggling to look for infos as making an appointment with my course mates is hard , as some of them just ran off right after lecture . Gargh , I still have 2 practical reports to finish !!

If I want any consolation , my laptop will arrive tomorrow , but I have to go to collect from my mom's friend at KL Sentral....at 8 am !! Fucking hell of all time she choose this moment to bring it to me . Moreover , this month seem to be alot of Transformers to be released , with Alternator Mirage and new mold for Beast Wars Primal & Megatron in my to-buy list . Classic toyline still far away as they are scheduled to be released in November , MP-03 Starscream is on the way to September release , which is also the month of first final exam for me , and a 3 or 4 months break !! XD

So for now , I will be sitting here , looking , and looking , and looking , and looking............

One sided coin

I think I am worry too much .