Note to self

I won't let myself being pushed off by those assholes

I won't let myself being humiliated by their reasons

I won't let them shit on my head

I pay the same share as them

I help them calculate the rent

I leave them alone

I didn't disrupt their privacy

Now they want me out.OUT

WHAT THE FUCK FOR ? DON'T GIVE ME THAT REASON CAUSE I AM FUCKING STAYING PUT TO PISS YOU OFF. YOU DON'T LIKE SEEING MY FACE ? MOVE TO CUBA THEN. I GONNA TAKE BACK MY RIGHT.


I gonna fight for it, like it or not, you are making a mistake for seeing me as an average ignorant joe.

Bad joke of the day

Q : What cap can only be wore by disabled people

A : Handicap

Fairy tales....

Will always remain as it should be . Fictional, predictable, and the forever happy ending. When tries to apply in real life, it's like try to apply physics theories on chemistry.

Who wouldn't hope for a happy segments ? A boy meets a girl, he likes her, spark in his heart got ignited and the rest is history (yes, making babies included). Happy segments are like candy, once taste it you just can't resist and keep on hoping that the taste will last forever. You hope that you will marry that girl after dating for 6 years, you hope that you can give everything she desires, in the end is you willing to have children with her, like 4 or 6 or more kids, boys & girls, a big family, smilling at your mate while those children run pass by throwing cow dung at each other.

Here's a catch : All these fairy tales are only projected inside your head, and you didn't share with the one you liked. You never confess, you never utter any hint to her, you just play along, trying to find a good timing to do so. Other people told you it was the time to do so but no, you still think the opposite. You drove her to library, you listened to her problem and be her adviser, you always sms-ed her daily, or even twice or thrice a week, you still think it was not the time to confess.

In the end, she ran away, ran away with a man you considered a bastard. You felt betrayed yet felt guilty that you should have done this and that. You wanted to cry but your eyes can only offer dry tears, you wanted to shout but you questioned the action, you wanted to believe that she will return, that's fucking laughable. After all, you will never see her again, you felt your heart became a hollow cave, spark was no where to be seen, and your hair become untidy. For 6 months you went on your life after that, even though you have rebuilt your shattered heart, the pathetic scar still there, as a grim reminder of how you should not put too much effort to it.

Monsoon....it just bring out memories, lots of them.

I interrupt this programme....

For an article that feels my heart with joy...

WHILE MALAYSIA FIDDLES, ITS OPPORTUNITIES ARE RUNNING DRY

Seriously guys, no matter what race you are, please register as a voter now next year, exercise your right as a vote. It's your choice mate, but I got some ass kicking to do with my vote.

Sometimes...

Boredom is a good thing too. It brings out the artiste in me. Check this image. Guess what's that...porcupine made of ? XD

Listen, here comes the water

Monsoon season is like winter. It's cold, it's uncomfortably cold, so cold that my head started to scream for something warm to shove into my body.

Like winter, it disrupts daily activities; like winter, it causes people to fall sick (I got sore throat now); like winter, it brings out the inner Mat Rempit from the motorcyclists, include me; like winter, it is potential enough cover a place, only difference that the covered place is made up of liquified H2O instead of frozen version.

Monsoon brings back memories. It brings back good memories AND bad memories. I love monsoon as it signaled that year end holiday had started . I despise monsoon as more revision needed to be done. Monsoon also brings back the familiar faces that I met before, some faces that I missed, some faces that I wanted them to go away and some are better left mysterious, letting me guess who is he/she. Whatever the memories are, I greet them with a sad smile, the only smile neutral enough to look back.

Pillow talk

Screw my pillows, they have been causing my neck joint to hurt from morning till night, I feel like put a hole through them with my penis throwing them away. No strip updated today, really sorry, you can blame my pillows for it.

I wish I can explode

Everyday phone routine :

Case #1 :
Me : Good morning Great Eastern

*phone hung up for no reason*

Me:

Case #2 :
Me : Good morning Great eastern

*no reply*

Me : Hello....

*still no reply*

Me : Fuck you ?

*still still no reply*

*hung up and swear again*

Case #3 :
Me : Good morning Great Eastern

Caller : Hi can you pass me to.....

Me : okie..

*put the phone 2 second later, rings*

Me : Good morning Great Eastern

Caller : Can you pass me to...

Me : okie

*put down again, another 2 second passed by, rings*

Me : *grunt* Good morning Great eastern

Caller : Hi, I want to check my polic....

Me : Okie please hold on

*put down, 1 seconds later....need me to explain ?*

AAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH

Case #4 :
Me : Good afternoon Great Eastern

Caller : *mumble*

Me : Come again ?

Caller : *mumble*

Me : I am sorry you are breaking up

Caller : *mumble somemore*

Me : Whatever *hung up*

That's how my daily phone routine go through a day.

Hype hype hype hype hype hype hype hype

Kung kung kung cing cing

*transforms into a box*

Achievement

Hell yeah finally mastered Matteo Carcassi's Andantino (Le nouveau Papillon op.5), now I am gunning for G.Bergen's Bourree. Even though this note is short and only involve 3 part of tabs, the song is fast and gonna take me longer time to play it. Kinda irony that longer song tend to be easier to play :S.

What's so special today ? Finally got my first salary and manage to buy 2 TFs off ebay, gonna bank in some cash tomorrow w00t !! So far so good everything goes my way, feel quite refreshed in the morning after an early sleep last night (11 pm !!:O). Dammit forgot to call aunty again to order Classic Wave 1 XO !! So with nothing to do now (maybe practice my classical guitar after this), I gonna refresh my to-buy list for this year again.

To-buy list :
- Superlink Grand Convoy

- SL Laserwave/Energon Shockblast

- SL Wing Saber/Energon Wing Saber

- Cybertron Menasor

- G1 Blaster

Yup, that's all for tonight, hope I can update my strip by end of this week.

To-buy list

OK this the Transformers to-buy list for the last 3 months of 2006, I gonna buy them before year end so I can save money for next year's live action merchandises and probably all the Classic toyline and future Cybertron figures.

Must-buy list :

Superlink Grand Convoy

Superlink Laserwave (or Shockblast)

Armada Overload

Superlink Wing Saber



Still-under-consideration list :

Cybertron Menasor

G1 Blaster reissues

Armada Tidal Wave





Somemore Classic Wave 1 is already out and I will order all of them (yes, ALL, worth RM399 or perhaps lower if prices are negotiable) by next week. God damn Why my first salary hasn't out yet ?!

UPDATED : Updating this post by adding more figures to buy, but some still under consideration.