Runaway train never coming back

She broke my heart , now she ran away with an unknown fucker (rumour said the "he" was a Malay) . My father told me this morning while we went out to buy breakfast and we promised to keep it as a secret as this issue was oh-so-humilliating . Why is she doing it ? Why................

UPDATE :

Just asked my dad right after I came back , she was married to him . I wish her find her happiness there , farewell , Tan Chui Lian .

Bad moon rising

My senior , Raymond , who got his house busted in by a cunning thieft in the wee hour of morning today . That bastard stole all of his PC and CDs that contain important drivers while Raymond was asleep . The strange thing is the thieft only stole his PC and CDs , others like TV , Radio and money were left untouched :/ . Kinda feel sad for him cause he told me that he and his fiancee will be marry either this year or next :S . He had lodge a police report , personally I still it was useles as the damage was already done . I also suspect that the theft must be living in the same block as his , watching Raymond's every move . So yea I warn you guys whereever you are , keep your eyes on your PCs or laptops , as it's some sort of trend today for petty criminals . Last time was snatch thieves frenzy and now this . Damn I am started to worry for my ASUS laptop .

Bad news aside , I also had a bad dream about how I returned to my 17 years old self and my dad was damn pissed off for no reason . I dreamt that he banned me from doing whatever activities I participate in , even my leisure activities . I somehow felt a slight pain cause he slapped me in the face , wow , talk about virtually reality . I woke up and felt all moody , as if I was REALLY return to 2003 and expected my dad to bust in and scolded me for sleeping too long and start revise my physics with him . And it's amazing that I could get pass form 6 all this time .


Oh well , at least I have settled problems like application for private universities and customers' problem , so I can go holidaying in KL with ease , and try to forget all the dreadful shits here .

You can do magic *dance*

For the first time Liverpool won 3-1 against Everton without the help of Steven Gerrard , and they won it with style . Stevie G got sent off in the 18 minutes and I thought it was all gone , untill that Neville put the ball inothis own net at the final second of first half . I couldn't help but lol'd , his expression was just like his brother in the FA Cup , dazed and confused XD . The situation got better with Garcia scored but Everton pulled one back , and got one of their men gave the marching order , so it was all square now...untill Kewell scored to secure 3 points . Instant joygasm I tell you . Only one image to sum up the match .



Anyway , I am coming down to KL to celebrate my STPM result with my older cousins , and do some shopping to reward myself . I might consider to catch V For Vendetta even though I had read the graphic novel twice . Personally I never quite like how people who never heard of the comic before praise the movie like shit and like "oh so meaningful and t3h politics" . Bleh whatever floats your boat man .

I am feeling good today , so here some gallery for the lastest Transformers Alternator : Optimus Prime in Dodge Ram . Courtesy of TFW2005 . Enjoi :D~~

Spam of the day

Strictly for people who collect Transformers like a porn mags , here's Transformers Icon Of The Day to spice up your boring avatars .

Will type shit tonight .

Memememememememememememememe

Aight since Syefri the Macho Grande *vomits* tagged me in his blogged , I shalt sayeth somethingeth .

How many schools did I go to ?
Easy question . I started the long road to hell by attending Sekolah Rendah Jenis Kebangsaan Chung Hwa that situates in Jalan Gelojor , Kota Bharu for 6 years . Then I move on to Sekolah Menengah Jenis Kebangsaan Chung Hwa , which situates in Jalan Atas Banggol , Kota Bharu , and it's only a few centimetres (yes it's true :P) walk from the primary school . I inoffcially (form 5) and officially (form 6) graduated from the same school . There , it's quite simple process to hell and back .

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero ?
Another question that potential enough to be bended . I have 40 % studious nerd in me and the rest is LMH . Even though I study frequently when I have time , I still fuck up my exam even though the result ain't that bad . Hell , I even surfing internet and watch TV (and porn , of course) even though the major exams weren't over yet .

Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet ?
Nobody . I always go against the grain . I hate being trendy fuck .

What was the biggest rule I broke in school ?
I ate Cococrunch in front of my teacher during Bahasa Cina lesson in form 2 . That time , my dad was a KH teacher and assistant in disciplining fuckers like me . I fucking rule .

Three subjects I enjoyed .
Sejarah ( I read it like a story book , PH33R m0i) , Physics and Kemahiran Hidup .

Three teachers that inspired me .
Cikgu Quek Lee Peng : She was the Joan Of Arc of my Chemistry in form 5 . She gave back my confidence to tackle the subject as I lost all my faith on it since form 4 because of one god damn useless fuck chem teacher . And the most of all , she makes me make love to Chemistry literally till Form 6 .

Cikgu Tan Yap Huat : He IS the man , I salute that bastard . He showed off his 1337ness in drawing and writing on the blackboard when he taught me Pengajian Am . His vast knowledge of almost all the Acts and Modus Operandi court shits literally left me shock and AWIE !!! He didn't mind me asking for tips in tackling the statistic question , which made him a very easy-to-approach person , he loves to joke too .

Cikgu Yan : a suprise pacakge in my list . She taught me BC in form 5 . Last time she came into my class and glared at us , caused us to be silence and afraid . By the time she entered for the second time , she noticed that we were all stared at her and ask "why you all so quiet ?" . Soft smooth voice of hers settled us down as she seemed to be easy to approach . I got to improve my mandarin paperwork because of her , unlike other BC teacher , whom were always god damn pissed of when we didn't do well in BC test , she didn't had to be pissed off , she kept encourage us to improve our BC .

I gonna sum it up real short . Tose who read my blog , you are tagged . :D

Change-ka-ding-dong

"Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same" - Keane

Parents' and my rooms are under renovation by replacing the rotten woods with concrete marbles , I will put up some pictures later . Well , my room will never look the same , I once remember how I fell on that wooden floor and cried for no reason , or even rolled around just for the fuck of it . Yet what for I have to fret about it as I can still get nostalgic whenever I enter my bedroom , it's still the 16 years old room no matter how it fucked up . But people don't stay the same , and they never will .

Come to think about it , after reading Stev's post about changing , does unchange also considered as change too ? Even I claim myself that I will never change , others still see me experience changes like longer hair , fatter/thinner body , hornier , bigger cock , more armpit hair etc , I am still changing and will never cease to . For example , that girl I was chasing for 2 years , came along with her "new" bf to take her result and then walked off without even noticing me trying to greet her as a friend , the awesomeness of change has occured there .


Fuh , I never like to bother with deeper "what ifs" , as it will only get more complicated cause my head to explode faster than I ejaculate . Oh well , time for a change perhaps ?

Whaaaa ?

Oh well , the dust have settled down as the wait for STPM result is over , I don't have to think about it , about what performance other people have and what if bullshits . I got work to do money to earn and applications to file . Hello outside , I am cumming coming !!

*glass shattered*

PENGAJIAN AM B+

MATHEMATIC T B-

PHYSICS C

CHEMISTRY C

All hail Yung Jie

*moment of silence*

*drumrolls*

Many faces , one name

CUSTOMERS

Ah yes , it's every companies' , shops' , coporates , ebay junkies' lifeline........and a monkeys in the backs too . After working part time for 2 months in a PC shop , I have seen many kinds of characters that customers can offer . I am abit tired now cause I followed my senior to deliver goods to another small , which was 67 km from Kota Bharu and took us 2 hours to get there , I will try to stereotype all of them here as bias as I can , cause some customers have a similiar attitude of mine .

The price-cutters
First off , this is the easier group to be describe . Everytime they bought something from our shop , they will ask for the price to be lower . Even though we already lowered the price for the items they bought by mentioned to them after packed it , they were asking for more . It may get annoying sometimes but overall , it's forgivable , as we can politely tell them to fuck off it's the lowest we can offer , with a fake grin .

The know-it-alls
In the modern times , almost everyone knows abit or two about a PC or Lap top , and mostly give shitty comments just to show us how well informed their third world mentalities are . I bumped into them a few times , and they can't keep their mouth shut . "Oh this CPU , it has this speed and that memory it's teh awesomeness" , "Oh that one it suxx0r teh pwnage BBQ OMP PMS" . Just shut up , We , the technicians also know it as well , there's no need to show off your stupidities for the sake of being stupid .


The CD-stalkers
They are just looking for games , MP3s and Installers to buy , that's all . If We don't display CD racks for a time being , they just walk around and left , or worst , put a foot in , scan through our shop and leave . Fuckers .


The tinkers
It's common among us , but some can take it to the extreme by deciding things for more than 10 minutes . Few times I have to suffer for a customers who undecided about which handy drives they want to buy for more than 10 minutes , some even can think till 20 !!! They just make me stand in front of them till my legs gone peanut-butter-jelly .

The last-minute-changers
This can be quite a pissed off . Imagine that you have installed programmes for a customers and ready for him/her to buy , out of the blues he/she go "err.....I want/don't want this programmes , please install/remove it RIGHT NOW" . Cau cibai I tell you....

The question-bombers
This group is abit scary , as they will ask all sort of questions at us . Bbrrrrr.....

The anal retentives
Ah this , ladies and gentlemen , I believe this group is the majority of all . The sub groups of "anal retentives" span so many I decided to group them all . Some anal fucks keep demanding that they want to see the product inside a box just before they wanna buy . Look dude , I respect your consumers' rights , but this time you abuse it , cause it's considered sold to you if you want us to tear it open , unless you found that it was spoilt and come us , then we willing to change it . Another form of anals take as they want us to show that their PCs that being readied is function well . It can be tiresome cause I have to take it out carefully without scratching it . This sub group of anal is quite a minority , and very annoying one , as they just walk off for no reason if we "didn't meet their demands" , If I am not mistaken , there were only 2 of them like that .

*phew*
I can write as far as this , perhaps I can add more if I discover a new breed of consumers . Laters .

Moving on.......?

So she's attached , and it's back to buisness as usual , get geeky with my Transformers , checking out new albums from any rock bands in record stores and download so porno clips to enjoy , isn't it pathetic ? At least I don't have to worry about her what nots anymore .

So be it if she sees me as a normal stupid friend , but thing will somehow changed abit . Oh well , she doesn't have to know what am I doing now , no ?

With only 4 days to go to get my STPM result , my dad joked that he is more worry than I am cause he always sees me never dread about it at all . Well , with the previous 3 main public exams experience , why should I get all nervous about it ? I don't have to pray to my dear old Buddha , fantasise about getting all straight As and piss on kiasus' faces , I got better things to do than scoring the over rated As , A = Ass indeed .

Seem that next month has more Transformers to be realesed , damn this month will be abit bore but at least it gives me another month to collect money from my part time job .
My brother decided that some TF toys will be sold , it's garage sales once more , don't know which one to sell yet though .

She's attached and it's all my fault

2 years of knowing her and guiding her through school lives were went down the drain , I felt wasted and regret that I never took the bold first step , as I wanted to take it slow . Fuck it .

Mini project explained

Almost no one notice my mini project :O .

Oh well nevermind , I gonna explain how this one work as I have some free time today . Before this one , there was another one which was not so successful cause the camera was only one sided and the camera caught my hand while I tried to maintain the toy's position . I kinda hated the project so Albert suggested that I should do it again , and add more camera angles , which made the transformation easy .

After the camera angles issue was solve , there was another problem with the toy , cause most TF toys are hard to stand while being "transformed" . So yea I find hard to transform him from truck to robot as I don't my hands to be revealed . So I decided to reverse him from robot to truck , at least it's more easier to handle , simple idea , huh ? So yea while you watch this thiking that I did from truck to robot , I actually do the opposite and edit the images by reversing them so it looked like wise .

Some minor problem like the toy can't seem to stand still no matter how careful I twist its body parts , it seem to move a few micrometer , so I just go with the flow . The changing of camera angles helped me alot in minimising bloopers . The only blooper I can point out is while Grand Convoy was pulled up (hint : watch the unusual shadow on the table) . As I didn't know where to host this flash , Albert kind enough to let me hosted on his site , so there , it took me almost 4 weeks to make and post up on the internet .

While typing this I have think of one short comedy to make . It ain't mine , I just wana bring the joke alive . Laters .

Oh heck

Power shortahe struck again , will write something tomorrow -_-"

I wanna shout out that.....

Benifica will lift the european trophy at Paris . :D~~~~

I wanna fuck a girl cause I have a 6 inches dick (yes I am lonely)

I feel that I am thinner

I love porn

I hate you .

Of all time

Last night as I was about to turn off my pc and went to sleep , "tak !!" and the darkness swallowed me up in mmicrosecond . Oh fuck electric shortage at 11 pm !!! This has been happened to my residential area since they started road widening and sewer building 3 years ago . Last year was the worst as the shortage prolonged till 6 am and I couldn't get a good night sleep , as IU woke up full of sticky cum sweat .

But this time I was abit lucky , as I turned on my aircon half an hour before the cut off , so I can at least sleep well for certain time . It was 2 hours though , as the electric came back up at 1 am . So here I am yawning and feel blur while continue my working life in the shop . This incident always happen 2 times annually , so yea I don't know when will the second time comes , but hell I am sure I will be caught by surprised , as I was watching porn clip last night 3 minites before the blackout -_-" .

March 16th

Ah that date , it makes my blood boils faster than any bitches who experience PMS . I never like to discuss all the "what ifs" for my result , nor I am looking forward to seeing all some of the fuckfaces I despise . Comparing result , crying on each other shoulder after getting the result are not my cup of tea . As I said before , your joy will only be short lived after getting the result , and get your ass kicked by education department after that .

Everytime my dad says to me "You yourself knew how you did" , I feel like he throws in the towel , as if I flunked it right at the start , it somewhat saddened me as he still hardly trust me . At least now I have part timejob to get me distracted from all this misery for another week .

Behold........

My mini project .

A whole heart serious thanks to Albert for taking the trouble to upload my animation . I have hit alot of dead ends to upload this one . Thanks thanks and many thanks to Albert .

Happy new month.....

With a whole new oil price XD .

Oh well , when election comes , you yourselves know what to do , I don't have to repeat it myself anymore , as I will go against my concious to vote for a "local party" I despire when I was just an angsty bastard .

Anyway , while people outside crying like a bunch of babies , I am jumping for joy that today I finally got my second month of salary . I shove them all into my account right after I finished work just now . Oh jolly .

The next few days will be all gloomy....but not for me , cause I am so care free and my Kelisa ain't go ape shit on me yet XD .