Dream a little dream of you..

This memory still haunt me. Whenever I walk, whenever I revise, whenever I try to sleep, this memory keep on taunting me. This is the dream that I can't let go, it's so real as I could touch her, it's so real that I said what I ttried to say, and it's so real tthat it left me in deep confusion. I can't help it, I need to write it out, can't forget it...

It's another afternoon like any other day. No one at home, parents, older brother, maid, all gone out, poof. Only me, sitting in front of my PC typing away, an action that still baffled me. Suddenly a figure walked up to the stair, I never realised untill this slim yet large figure stood beside me, I turned and gasp in excitement. She returned. Oh god bless she returned !!

I clumsily shifted my other chair towards her, while moving away to give space for her to sit. She smiled politely and accept my polite invitation.

Me : How are you ?

TCL : Fine , you ?

Me : me too , just a little busy with my work .

TCL : *giggle* It's like that lah .

This part is blur, all I know is we had a very long chat but it was so quick that it felt like the conversation is fast forwarded. Untill then, I told her what I wanted to tell her for 2 years now....

Me : CL, I am really sorry for letting this happen. I am sorry for all these things happened to you. If only I confess my love to you, you didn't have to go through this hell, I...

TCL : *giggle*Jie, there's no need to feel sorry for me. It's all right, it ain't your fault. This is my decision. It could be worst if you have me as your girlfriend , everyone will stereotype us how unmatch we are .

I never expected her to be that cool, after all these months since she ran away with that fucktard boy, her dignity still intact. Now we reached to the end of the conversation..and it was no surprise to me.

TCL : oh yea I forgot to tell you , I am 2 months pregnant .

Me : *smile* congrats .

TCL : So I need to go now , my husband is waiting for me .

Me : Let me guide you out .

TCL : *giggle and nod* sure .

Before we walked out from my door , I managed to give her a peck in the cheek . She wasn't surprised , she just looked and smiled at me , acknowledge my love to her , but she's married and ready to go elsewhere . As we stand outside my house , we continue our last conversation :

Me : Hey CL , I would like to meet your husband .

TCL : Sure , oh there he is !

*a large Land Rover stopped in front of my house*

TCL : Yung Jie , meet my husband...........

I was eager to see his, I was eager to se his FUCKING FACE. THAT FUCKTARD WHO DRAGGED HER DOWN TO HELL BY COMMITING KHALWAT, THAT FUCKER WHO KNOCKED HER UP, THAT FUCKER WHO PURSUADED HER TO LEAVE HER FAMILY AND RAN AWAY WITH HIM TO KINGDOM COME, SON OF THE BITCH LET ME SEE HIS FACE !! (and I only had a glimpse of him during the anouncement of STPM result last year)

And no it didn't realised, I felt myself being dragged back, vision began to blur, forcing me to opened my eyes. I was in my bed room again, my heart pounding, fueled with excitement and angst. I felt the urge to rush down to make sure she was still outside, however another feeling smack me in the face, telling me that it was only a dream. A dream. A dream. A MOTHERFUCKING DREAM.

No matter how much I hate her for doing this, the only fact remain : I still love her, and I ashame to admit that....I feel lonely.

Unexpected recall....

Nightwish sang it, and the song hits me with the familiar feeling, went to youtube to type the same title and walaa, it brings me to the forgotten British animation : The Snowman.

Breather for a time being

First half of my exam is completed, now it gives me 5 days to rest and revise 2 last subjects and I am going free. 5 days gonna be so boring that I can sleep 5 times a day, but then because of exam, I can't do so, and I have June 2 for me to get excited for.

Anyway tomorrow I will kickstart my TF 101 again, MIGHT update the other blog too :D.

I bought myself Transformers : Ghost Of Yesterday in Mid Valley's MPH, a movie tie-in novel for my childhood favourite which will come to live in malaysia by June 28th !! Not a masterpiece but the story interesting enough to make you hype about the movie. However I can't help myself imaging they way the fight in the cartoon, thank goodness they didn't go the old skool way. It's an easy read, as I finished it in 4 hours.

Anything else ? Er...none, boring now, laters !

A.D

Big Brother(BB) : Yo bro !!

Younger Brother(YB) : What is it ?

BB : Your wee-wee is fake !!

YB : The hell ?! Don't lie to me you dipshit.

BB : It's true, parents just don't wanna tell you.

YB : Is...it...true..?

BB : Yea, here's the story they told me. You were borned as a boy but you have no dick, so the doctor had to make one for you. That's the reason you keep wondering that why your dick is so small. It's fake !! It's an artificial dick !! Ngahaha

YB : But it can still erect !!

BB : To a limited extent, hence it still ain't a real dick !! Ngahaha

YB : Stop it, I don't want to listen !!

BB : You got artificial dick !! Nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah.....


Lesson learnt : No matter how young or old they are, never taunt the size of their penises, it affected them psychologically.

Post-Prime life

Season 3 of Transformers continued where the movie ended. It was a Prime-less season and alot of kids got turned off by it. Worst, many people said that Rodimus Prime incapable of being a decent leader like Optimus. He always questioned his own leadership, being reckless and all. Galvatron still lived but extremely insane. Insane ? yes, INSANE. The reason ? His receptor got damage when he got threw out by Rodimus during the battle inside Unicron. Anyway the season 3 went on with Rodimus twarting every Galvatron's step.

Season 4 is the last one, and Hasbro desperate to rebound their cash cow due to the death of Optimus Prime. So what did they do ? RESURRECTED him of course. The final season showed Optimus Prime alived again and regain his Matrix from Rodimus to defeat Galvatron again, and this first series of G1 ended here.

Japan took a different path from Habsro to make their own "post movie series" which called Transformers 2010 :



I never watch this before so I assumed they have different ending.

Even though the last 2 seasons were very stale, they managed to introduce new characters which I think only 3. The first 2 are the very first Transformers that can turn into a base !!

Metroplex



He's actually the movie's autobot city (yup, he got raped allright) before he got given a spark to become Metroplex. He's the first "Baseformer".

Trypticon


Decepticons' own "Baseformers", and he's quite a dumb one too. Think Grimlock but he's a Decepticons, minus the "me", that's the way he talk.

Predacons



Another combiners from Decepticons. Razorclaw, Divebomb, Headstrong, Tantrum and Rampage all form into Predaking. They are the most fearsome one after Constructicons.

Fuh, finally end of the main part of Generation 1. Next I am gonna bring you the next continuation of G1, which features a group of robots who can master their head.........HAHA GOTCHA XD !!.

Before Transformers, there's.....
Where it all begins (part 1)
Where it all begins (part 2)
Where it all begins (part 3)
Where it all begins (part 4)
The fight begins (part 1)
The fight begins (part 2)
Transformers the animated movie (1986)

Orang panjang

I am ashamed to be one.

Orang panjang always think that they are far more superior than the others. A little twitch at their personal rights they cried fooul, to the verge of as if the second coming is just around the corner.

Orang panjang is a fine example of hyporite.

They gone overseas with a reason of being oppressed held up high on their head, and keep criticise this place for all the bad experiences they had. With all the shit they dump on this place they call it a contribution. They didn't try to make this place better. Yea yea they got oppressed by other special right, so ? There's no need to fret about it, go make one. Yea yea you did it for your family, which is a buzz word anyway. How about those to left their families behind ? Assholes.

Orang panjang are whiners yet cowards lot

They whine price go up. They whine THE MAN is corrupted. They whine oppression (again), yet on the big day of facing the ballot box, you put the very same people who fuck you in the ass on the office for the next 4 years. Learn to keep to your words.

Orang panjang's superiority complex is their own downfall.

End of rant. I need to stop going to Low yat's The Ral World Issues forum.

Transformers the animated movie (1986)

With the success of the toy, Hasbro decided to make a movie out of it too after 2 seasons of the cartoon series, and things about to get darker. I will sum up the plot of the movie, so it's a no-holds-bar spoiler.

Finally Cybertron has been fully conquered by the Decepticons, and valiant autobots not gonna sit back and wait. Hiding behind 2 "moons" of Cybertron, autobots are building up weapons and armies to prepare for assault, but the plan is screwed as Laserbeak successfully spied on what Optimus Prime has to plan. Megatron, lead the assault against the space shuttle sent by prime, which on its destination to earth to grab some energon. The first autbot to die is Brawn, follow by Prowl and then Ironhide and Ratchet. Megatron put an icing on the cake by blowing off Ironhide's head, when that poor sod still tried to twart Meg's plan by...holding on to his leg -_-".

Spike has a son now, his name is Daniel. Daniel is fishing with a new Autobot Character call Hot Rod. Daniel's GPS device spotted the hijacked shuttle and want to go see it, and Hot Rod follows him. However on the lookout mountain Daniel spotted a hole on the shuttle (duh) and HR does a vision scan, detect the decepticons and starts attacking. With their cover blow, the bad guys going all out to destroy autobot city, as for the first time, their numbers are greater.

Kup, autobot's old geezer, manages to save HR's ass from Bliztwing, suggest that both of them return to the city. Here we are introduced to others autobots : Arcee, Springer, Ultra Magnus, Blurr. Ultra Magnus order Perceptor to tell Blaster to radio prime, while others continue to defend the base. The war goes on over night but the city's defence are broken, along with other autobots' death like Windcharger and Wheeljack (TAK TAU SIAPA BUNUH DIA !!). Prime arrives, along with Dinobots, whom put up a pathetic fight against Devastator, so it's up to THE BOT to turn the tide.

Prime mops up the Decepticons and face to face against Megatron for the countless time, and boy, he does take damage with cracked armour everywhere. Prime overcomes Megatron and ready to finish him off, but that bastard HR interferes, as he saw Megatron tries to sneak a gun under the rubble. Megatron succeed in counter HR's attack, holds him as hostage and blast Optimus Prime into next week. Prime doesn't give up and knock Megatron off the cliff while Meg trying to make a new asshole on prime's head. The Decepticons retreat, but autobots suffer greatly as Optimus Prime dies for defending the city. He passes the Matrix of Leadership to Ultra Magnus, tells him that "an autobot shall rise among the rank, and use the power of the matrix, to light our darkest hour". Prime's death is a heart breaking moment for everyone, espacially kids during the 80s and early 90s, for he has become everyone's idol, while a father figure for some.

Treacherous Starscream throws Megatron into the space along with damaged Thundercracker, Skywarp and Insecticons, as it's his golden chance to back stab him. But Megatron is picked up by a monstrous planet-eater called Unicron, and reformats him into Galvatron, with a bargain of destroying the matrix. First of for Galvatron is to retake his position again, and damn well he does by baslting Starscream into dust.


While finishing it off Starscream, Unicron eats up the 2 moons which Jazz, Windcharger, Bumblebbe and Spike stays respectively. The four of them enter Unicron's belly, whether they are alive or not is still unknown. With Galvatron leading the Decepticons, they go straight to Earth and attack the remaining Autobots who are busying repairing the city. Autobots abandon the operation and escape to space with 2 shuttle, Ultra Magnus, Arcee, Springer and Daniel on the one while Hot Rod, Kup and Dinobots on the other. However their escape is short-lived, as Galvatron's new space shuttle shot Hot Rod's shuttle and crash into an unknown planet while Ultra Magnus managed to lose them by ejecting a dummy shuttle for Galvatron to destroy.

On the unknown planet, Hot Rod manages to reunited with Kup who got damaged by a giant robotic squid, and Hot Rod repairs him. But they encounter a group of jailers and get captured, without realising that there's an unknown autobot watching them.....In a chamber they witness a mock court organise by Quintession, who just execute anyone they caught by feeding them into sharkticons. In their cell they meet a robot called Kranix, who is the last survivor of whateverplanet he lives, and listen to his story about Unicron. But alas he got dragged away and fed to the sharkticons before he can finish.

On the other of the planet, Dinobot also looking for Hot Rod and Kup but they eventually meet up with the msyterious autobot called Wheelie (one creepy bastard) who lead the way to the Quintession court. Well, heroes don't die easily, Hot Rod and Kup twart their execution and manage to delay time untill Dinobots arrive to save them. Due the fear shown by dinobots, Sharkticons turn against their master, as the gang looking for another ship to find Ultra magnus and gang.

Ultra Magus' shuttle crash landed on a junkion planet, and Perceptor suggests they salavge any metal they can find here to repair it, but they don't know that they are being watched. Galvatron is pissed that Unicron doesn't satisfied with his "success" as he insists the Matrix is still alive, and manage to track them at the Junkion planet. After tracked them down and destroy their only shuttle, Ultra Magnus tells his comrades to run off while he tries to open the Matrix, but no avail. Galvatron kills him and obtains the matrix, however he wants to use it against Unicron.

The gang feel sad for the death of Ultra Magnus, but the problem is not over, as they are surrounded by junkion bot. They fend them off with all they got untill a msyterious ship show up, and turns out to be Hot Rod's gang. Hot Rod offer an energon to the leader of junkion as tokken of peace, and they accept it gratefully. Junkion bots manage to resurrect Ultra Magnus, whom explains the incident to Hot Rod, and junkion chips in about Unicron. So they set off to destroy Unicron and retrive the matrix.

Galvatron returns to Unicron with the matrix, and threatens him. Unicron shrugs it off and transform into a giant robot and continue to destroy Cybertron. Shockwave quickly order decepticons to counter Unicron's assault but no avail. Galvatron tried to retaliate but he got pick up and swallowed into Unicron's belly.

Hot Rod and gang arrive in cybertron, while the junkion and Dinobots fend of Unicron's assault, Hot Rod ram his hijacked spaceship into Unicron's eye and split up with his autobot gang. Hot Rod bumped into Galvatron and get straight into the fight to retrieve the Matrix. On the other side, Ultra Magnus, Springer, Arcee, Perceptor and Daniel continue the search for Daniel's father whose moon base got swallowed, but they got assault by some tentacle thingamajik. Daniel got trapped while they are trying to flee, which left no choice for others but to fend off the tentacle. Arcee shot the wall and water burst out, washing them away. Daniel got seperated with others and end up at a chamber which "cook" any robots alive. At the same time, he found his dad, Jazz, Cliffjumper and Bumblebee.

Some minor suspense here, as Daniel uses his exo-suit to blast the cover of the silo to prevent them from falling into the lava. Mean while back to Galvy and Hot Rod's fight, Galvy manages to overcome Hot Rod, but miracle happens when Hot Rod touches the Matrix that hung on Galvatron's turn, yank it out and reformat himself into Rodimus Prime. With new found strength he throws Galvatron out of Unicron's body....literally. Hot Rod continues to open the matrix to unleash the power that Unicron fears. During the destruction of Unicron, Rodimus manage to meet up with others and escape, finally Unicron explodes, and his head turns into a moon for Cybertron.

The end.

*imageswill be posted soon*








Before Transformers, there's.....
Where it all begins (part 1)
Where it all begins (part 2)
Where it all begins (part 3)
Where it all begins (part 4)
The fight begins (part 1)
The fight begins (part 2)

The fight begins..(part 2)

The Combaticons


From left : Vortex(helicopter), Onslaught(think Red Alert 2' V3 rocket truck), Swindle(jeep), Blast Off(space shuttle) and Brawl(tank)

With Onslaught(No, he has nothing to do with X-men's Onslaught) leading the pack, they are the third fearsome combiners Decepticons have. Originally, they are created by Starscream whom just wants to make his own army to take on Megatron. But the attempt failed as the Combaticons decided to abandoned Starscream to go on their own. Due to their alternate modes are consist of military vehicles, their firepowers are strong enough to tip victory to Decepticons' favor. When they combined, they form Bruticus.




The Protectobots

Members : Blades(rescue helicopter), Groove(motorcycle), First Aid(ambulance), Hot Spot(fire engine) and Streestwise(police car)

Another counter-measure against the Combaticons, the second combiners for Autobots consist of mostly rescue vehicles. When they combine they form Defensor.

Blaster



Like Soundwave, he's a boom box, and his cassettes are Steeljaw(a lion), Eject, Rewind and Ramhorn(a rhino)


That's it, this is what I think that's all about it of the first 2 seasons. Next I'm gonna talk about their 1986 first animated movie, and the death of Optimus Prime. Laters.


Before Transformers, there's.....
Where it all begins (part 1)
Where it all begins (part 2)
Where it all begins (part 3)
Where it all begins (part 4)
The fight begins (part 1)

Tea for me please

Finally, I am done with my project so now I can focus more on revision as my final exam will commence in 2 weeks time. Moreover, I need to update my TF 101 and my own web comic, as I had been almost abandoned them for a long time :(. I will start the 101 by tomorrow, and better be quick, as the blockbuster is 3 months away :S.

The roller coaster ride of the never-ending assignments is heading for the pit stop thank goodness, adios to some lecturers who just left us to die in the corner and the final exam, adios to my practicals that I actually missed doing it and adios to some assholes which I won't be meeting them for some time.

Sigh, still feel abit "empty" inside, even though the pain of heart break has been long gone. Thinking back makes me wonder how's she doing right now ? Making more babies ? Working hard for her hubby by sucking his cock ? Or she just ran away somewhere else never come back, but become successful in the end? Hmm....fuck it, she deserved it anyway.

So yeah, I will update the 101 tomorrow, need to, really. Laters.

I'm lovin' it

I love this feeling of post-long-nap. It makes me feel sad and gloomy, but not too emo, it just....sad. It makes me want to listen to some sad songs and think about how dreadful my past is. I love it, ya hear ?!