Mueh , a new anime to watch :D

Last few weeks my bro , who is still studying in johor , kept shoving me to open Kazaa Lite and download a new anime called Samurai Champloo . According to my brother's infos , Champloo means "mix or jumbled or 'campur' in Okinawan" . Hmm.....that sounds weird , so I google the anime and tumble into its official website . As I look at the three main characters faces , I find that the trio are like Cowboy Bebop characters , when I look deeper for more infos , yes this anime is from the creator of Cowboy Bebop . When I preview for one of the episodes (I am downloading 7 of them now) , the opening theme is titled "Battlecry" and the vocalist is , I believe , also sang one of a single in Cowboy bebop The Movie : Knocking On Heaven's Door .

Finally my anime spirit start to revive after I got bored with Naruto(no offence but most anime posuers only know this anime :S) . Samurai Champloo is still new , released this year I think , go check this anime out .


From Left : Jin(age 20) , Mugen(age 20) and Fuu(age 15)

Pretty woman , walking down my lap...

Okie , I think I better write something good now , but then there's no one gonna read blog but who cares :p . I have nothing to do now . My dad went KL (hooray!!) , I can surf net till my CPU blow up (hooray!!) and I got 2 maths to finish (boohoo !!) .

So what to write about hmm ? Oh here's one , there's one digital girl who manage to catch my attention , my twisted mind started to spin and I find her..."interesting" >:) . Hahah rest assure , I won't get so obsessed with any digital girls , which all belongs nerds' fantasy , whom manage to create many sexy girls so we can wank .

Enough of ranting , here's she , her name is Dawn and she's the main logo for Nvidia Geforce FX graphic card .



Yummy.......

Yes !! Happy teachers' Day and thanks alot for granting a day break for me as I don't have to go to school tomorrow . A day break is all I needed to finish some of my schoolwork and projects .  

ATI vs Nvidia

I grabbed a computer magazine called PC Power Play as the cover showed the so called showdown between Nvidia's GeForce 6800 Ultra and ATI Radeoan X800 . Yea the result is obvious , ATI's Radeon X800 is the winner . If both of the graphic card sell in local store , I bet the price will be whooping RM1000 above . Nvidia's 6800 Ultra seems to be power consuming and "too advance" as some games in this time don't require much power to make us orgasm . As for ATI , it seems to follow the time and won many credits espacially their costs . But then , I still wait and see about the graphic cards in the future . :S

Busy as hell

Tight schedule , homework that weighted a tonne and then I have to do the lantern festival project :S . I can't even play game as the worker wiped out my Painkiller and UT 2004 . Even worst that the Unreal 2 (pirated , exactly) I bought can't even intalled . And then , I accidentally ran over a kitten which was sleeping beside the road !! Holy shit , god bless that innocent kitten .

PC-less blues

I can't blog for 3 days , as my comp got invaded by a stupid Spyware . To hell with it , now I can rant whatever I want , period .

I tried...I gave up

This is crazy but I think I wanna give up the chase for that girl . She and one of the trio started to write note to each other . Well , it's not totally heart broken , it's just....happened -_-" . See what I meant ? Shit happens . When I was about to get into it after 3 weeks and it just takes one week to drag her away from me .  Wait , I don't know what they are writing on the note so I am not sure if they are already in relationship or not . Sigh.....

I drank the fountain of decay

I still feel moody after all this shit . And this song start to spin around my head :(

So impressed with all you do.
Tried so hard to be like you.
Flew too high and burnt the wing.
Lost my faith in everything.

Lick around divine debris.
Taste the wealth of hate in me.
Shedding skin, succumb defeat.
This machine is obsolete.

Made the choice to go away.
Drink the fountain of decay.
Tear a hole exquisite red.
Fuck the rest and stab it dead!

Broken. Bruised. Forgotten. Sore.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Poisoned to my rotten core.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Broken. Bruised. Forgotten. Sore.
Too fucked up to care anymore.
Poisoned to my rotten core.
Too fucked up to care anymore.

In the back. Off the side. Far away.
Is a place. Where I hide. Where I stay.
Tried to say. Tried to ask. I needed to.
All alone. By myself. Where were you?

How could I. Ever think. It's funny how.
Everything that swore it wouldn't change, is different now.
Just like you. Would always say. We'll make it through.
Then my head. Fell apart. And where were you?

How could I. Ever think. It's funny how.
Everything you swore would never change, is different now.
Like you said. You and me. Make it through.
Didn't quite. Fell apart. Where the fuck were you?

Nine Inch Nails - Somewhat Damaged

Ray of light

I feel like rushing today so I will blog as many as I can now . :S

Anyway , my head suddenly replay the day I watched my brother glued to the monitor , clicking all day , cursed and laughed at a old skool RPG game called Fallout 2 . It's not only a RPG game , like Interplay said , it's a "POST NUCLEAR RPG GAME" . But then this century is not a good time for Interplay . They have no money , Black Isle studio had benn shut down and their two previous consoles games , Fallout : Brotherhood Of Steel and Baldur's Gate : Dark Alliance 2 were suck to the maximum height . So this all comes down to a conclusion that Fallout 3 will never be seen again .

And then here comes Bethesda Softworks .

The developer of the famous Elder Scroll series has licensed the Fallout franchise and the third installation of Fallout will be coming out in the future . What excited everyone that they will develope the game along side new Elder Scrolls series too :D .

Ah Fallout 2 , everyone who played it still can remember all the items in there , like Jimmy Hat(the post-nuclear Durex condom) , New Reno : The biggest smallest city in the world , Lo Pan , The Dragon and so on . Muahaha this is one memorable RPG game , I still laugh at myself everytime I saw the fallout 3 news at Gamespot . So anyway I am putting this image up as my wallpaper , so free to put it as your wallpaper too . ;)

*ripped*

"I can't watch her slip away"

Nine Inch Nails - Fragile

Remember I said before that shit will happen as she will turn away from me and talk to someone ? Guess what ? The situation is getting more real . Last 2 weeks another trio(all boys) from other town transfered into my class(again) and they sat with her !! Okie , I am keep my mind open so I just join in and talk with them . Then as the days went by , they were getting closer to each other and my instinct kept telling me that something was not right . Today our teacher told us to reshuffle our seats , one of the trio STRAIGHTLY WENT IN FRONT AND SAT WITH HER !! I didn't overeact as i seen them sat down together . :/

Before the trio came , things were cool here , we smsed each other while we also talked in school . First thing first , these trio ain't no assholes , so I still keep my mind clear and not to over think . Tomorrow I will attend a ceramah about how Laksamana Cheng Ho beaten Christopher Columbus in searching for new land during their reigns . I have to fetch not just her but those trio . I couldn't imagine how they going to sit together instead of she sitting beside me . I don't pour out my feelings to her yet so I don't have the right to be J E A L O U S .

Sigh , perhaps thing that make me feel even down is the lastest blog that my brother posted , it's something about friendship-dating . The original post of the author Matt Brochu can be found here .

It's done !!! It's done !!!

"IT'S DONE !!" that was the words that proclaimed by id CEO Todd Hollenshead , as he calmly announced that my favourite game since I was 9 years old , DOOM 3 , will be out in the first week of August !!! Yippy !!! :D

Now I got to gather more money to pre-order that shit , but wait , I have to read the review first then I will rush down to the PC shop and order that game . id , don't you dare delay that game again like Half Life 2 . :P

Good boy !!

Haha forgot to blog this moment . This post is tribute to my dog , Blackie . usually many Malay kids come in front of my house and throw stone at it for no reson . They even throw snack food at it . I have told them many times politely not to mess with it as it's so playful but they just throw stomes at my poor buddy anyway . But two days ago , revenge came for Blackie . >:)

My mom was cleaning the floor outside my house , while Blackie continue its daily routine by playing with the tap water(see ? How playful is it) . Then the same gang passed my house and started to taunt my dog again -_-" . However they(included my mom) didn't realise that the gate was left ajar , and Blackie already had the ability to open my house gate(inner gate , not that one I mentioned) , so guess what he did ? he used his mouth to push open the gate and charged towards those kids !! Woohoo !!

The kids were shoched and started to scamble , Blackie finally caught one unluckily kid and pushed him down on the grass . Did you bet that my dog would bite that poor kid ? NO , my good old Blackie just sat beside him while wagging its tail !! My mom that time was shocked and kept calling it to attract its attention . So the kid managed to rejoin his gang and ran away , while kept screaming in tears . How sweet is that ladies and gentlemen ?! >:D

This revenge just damn sweet for me and Blackie . From now on , I will love him more as it's one smart dog . "Zhen Cong Ming"(very smart)

EDIT : This story was witnessed by my mom while I was upstair net surfing . All I heard was a kid screaming all along the residential area . :P

Close-shaved !!

Damn it !! Today morning my brother caught me as he knew that I opened my own blog . Now I am trapped like Anne Frank :( as he always acts like a Thought Police when it comes to my own privacy . So expected he told me to delete all things that I blogged about him.....in Mblog !! Phew !! Talk about close shaved moment , he never knew that I changed to Blogspot . But then I better warn tech not to reveal my lastest blog to him as he will does the same thing to my new blog too :S .

Yea like George Orwell's 1984 quote :

DOWN WITH THE BIG BROTHER

Free porn site ?

Hah , got you , it's ain't a porn site but a female and male models' web site . Jaw Dropping flash and yes whole lotta ladies(and men ;P) to drool with . Enjoy

Erm...like...well...nevermind

It's Thursday again , and I have yet to receive my Painkiller box even though it's been a week now since I ordered from the PC shop :/ .

Ok let's put aside this game thing , I feel like wanna rant about graphic card(again) . I wonder why most people just.....choose ATI only ? Maybe the graphic is better than the Nvidia but then how good is ATI ? I also asked one of the workers from the shop . He said that he uses Nividia Geforce 5700(or something) and it was great , well that put me into a mind bending game again . Please don't me the "Nvidia sucks , stay away" look :( .

So am I looking for ATI's weaknesses ? It maybe sound so but then I also want to know why most PC users just utter the word "suck" when they hear the word "Nvidia" or they just suggest ATI ONLY tom me ? I assure you that there's no one to blame here as I am still gathering more infos so I can choose which graphic card to buy , maybe in this end of year but then trend will soon change to another super cool graphic card from an unknown company by the time I choose one of them :S .

I feel tired thiking this as I got some students' school registeration to deal with . So will type others crap later .

MP3 player blues...

It's all about the money ,
It's all about the dum dum dum dum dum dum...

-Meja-

Fuck my brother , he "ke hiao" reformated our MP3 player and cause that shit crashed last month :S . So today I have to bring it to the PC shop(after keeping it for another month -_-") to repair and the shopkeeper said that they maybe help us to replace this with another same but new model . Sigh...there goes my(and my mom's) money down the drain .

The blaming game

So , what causes kids to act like a nutcase , i.e shooting people at the public with rifle or pistol ? Games . And then what cause kids to neglect their study ? Obviously games . Can't get enough of game blaming ? Look no further , cause gamespot posted a lastest news about playing electronic games . Guess what ? This one can be used for your essay writing about consequences of being obsessed with games . The new reason games have to be blame ? It's because games can cause OBESITY among kids .

What the fuck ? Haven't they hav enough on game blaming ? I can't see why obesity has to do with playing games . Even if it's true , playing games should be THE MAIN factor of obesity . Diet plays a real major role than computer/console games , scientists must have forgot that nerds sit in front of their computer 24/7 and guess what ? They still stay skinny !!! *rolls eyes*

Somehow the world just want to find a scape goat to blame on . :/

Huh ? Already July ?

So..this is the second day of the new month called July !! I never thought that time just passes me by that fast cause i am just busy with my schoolwork(and scoring girl , hehe :P) . Anyway , It's been nearly a week now since I ordered original Painkiller game from a computer shop (cost me RM 150 , mind you) , I just can't wait to get my hands on it .

Unfortunately , my feeling towards Unreal Tournament 2004 getting more sour . Maybe I still stick to the experience difficulty so the bots in UT 2k4 are easily fragged . Perhaps I will try to change it to skillful later on .