A very bad week indeed..

So last Monday I was downed with a (chicken :p)flu , then the next day the disiplince teacher sacked me as a class monitor for failing to pass up my class mates' registered school numbers , so he demanded a new monitor should be elected as soon as possible that day . Whoa , what a roller coaster ride this week , got sick , and then suddenly got fired . :S

And what about my dad's reaction about this news ? He gave a pat on my back and said :"Finally son , you don't have to do all this shit anymore ." , I am surprised by his statement . And another surprise was the whole class told me to ignore that teacher , as he usually like to lepas geram , and it was quite true too cause he suddenly accused me that I was being "rude to him all the time . Well , I don't like him anyway , so ? :p

The third surprise was some of my class mates even want to re-elect me next year !! What the hell ?! He even praised the way I handle a problem !! NOOOOOO !!!!! IT CAN'T BE !!! :O

Sick among the pures...literally

Today I had a slight fever but I still insisted to go to school . However the situation got worst as I started to shiver , sneeze and cough . So I decided to take a leave from my dad and went to a clinic for medical check up . So here I am , blogging this shit , and I am sad that I will miss three period of Physics :( , but then I can't concentrate with this condition so I just have to rest for a day and I will be back on my feet by tomorrow . :D

Never be the same...

Since the lantern competition last Friday (17th of September) , I feel more moody than ever . Usually Friday is always my favourite day cause I can rest after 5 days of stress in school , but now my love for the day is getting lesser :/ .

Why ? I was alone in the corner that day , watching over my pathetic lantern , while everyone just enjoyed themselves , and some held each other's hands.....I hated that scene :S . Why didn't I join in ? I tried to , I just didn't like to disturb their "progress" or maybe I felt ashamed of being with them as I didn't have what they have *rolls eyes* .

It's Saturday now , and I am even feel more pissed . Saturday is the begining of working , and I have to start revising . Just now my dad commented me about my refusal to take a shot for the MUET test next month , and say those who participated must be "very smart" . Smart ? Right....as if they are robots .

It may seem starnge but I just avoid my class mates these days , and I hardly smile anymore . The jokes in Reader's Digest fail to make me laugh . I think I really need some help here........

Random picture of the day...

From Painkiller , Chapter 3 level 2 : abandoned Factory . What a dawn......

To Fazri : I manage to unlocked the card in this level too . :D

I love negative elements

Somehow I made a list of myself , and it went like this :

"I love...."
I love twisted storyline that all guys died (eg. The End Of Evangelion)
I love to criticise people by being sarcastic
I love to flame people harshly
I love to downgrade people by their attitudes
I love to watch over 18 movies
I love to see people sad
I love to see others' relationships torn apart
I love to read news about rape case
I love to torture insects
I love to stereotype

"I hate..."
I hate people showing off their feeling towards the opposite sex in front of me
I hate people keep asking me for my profiles
I hate drivers who suddenly cut into my lane for no reason
I hate teachers who tell me to do something useless for no reason
I hate people who keep telling "jokes" between me and my dad for no reason
I hate to smile
I hate to mix with people who already have a BF/GF
I hate today's music , espacially mandarin music

"I don't..."
I don't smoke
I don't take drug
I don't rape
I don't stay up late
I don't study hard enough
I don't like people who obsessed with handphones
I don't like people tell me to go get a new handphone
I don't like kiasus

"I want..."
I want to kill people
I want to torture a teacher
I want to ruin everyone's life
I want to sleep forever
I want to lay still on my bed
I want to play more games
I want sex....

Meh , that's all.....

Blue Sunday....

Tomorrow is back to normal , as I have to attend school with my moody face to meet those bastards again -_- . How I wish I suddenly fall sick and don't have to go . Infact , I can concentrate more on finishing my schoolworks and revision too :S .

Time and time again my brother keep calling me just to check his Friendster and his blog , that's fucking all . I wonder why he can't do it by himself ? He still got test for goodness' sake :/ . He's always lucky anyway , I fucking hate his luck , as he usually gets what he wants , just like anyone else except me .

That's all I have to say , good night .

Title ? What title ?

Seen that my titles are short and simple these days , cause I don't any idea to put what suitable title to my posts :S .

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Woke up at 8 am sharp , still tired , and moody about last night's competition . Drove out to buy breakfast , came home , sit down and watched TV , failed to laugh at any jokes in "Whose Lines Is It Anyway ?" , even though some are funny , I only grined and my lip just dropped back down after a few milisecond . There are few more weeks to go before my first real exam , by my school of course , the teachers just love to create question that cause us headache , don't they ?

Fuck it , I am going to revise my math now .

z_z

I need some shut eyes now , just came back from my school , as the Chinese Society organised anther anual lantern competition . And as I expected , my class's lantern didn't win any prices , but still a very good try for those who came from other schools . Congrats and I would like to thank those who volunteered to lend a hand . :)

The atmosphere in the school hall was hot yet cold , as the sky was about to rain . I had to do the duty by my own , as NOBODY wanted to watch the lantern with me . With their stupid and repititive reasons like tuitions , no time and the lamest of all , scared of the dark , how could I not pissed ? Unfortunately , my patient-no-meter still in stable condition , I accepted their "reasons" . -_-"

Anything happened in the school hall ? Lots of them . I was happy that I managed to meet my cfriends who came back from college , some had to go back tomorrow while others was next month . I was abit surprised that most of them already had.......you guess it , GFs and BFs . Some just held hands together , some whispered to each others , etc . So romantic , huh ? *spits*

And then there was alot of couple-in-the-makings . Dedicated cheesy mandarin love songs to each others or just sat that a dark corner and chat . Boohoo , I am so lonely , no one to chat , just walking around the hall , drooling at others' lantern and sat by the corner to drool at my handphone , waiting anyone to call me . Fucking dull right ? Right....

So am I isolated myself from the people ? Maybe , cause I don't like them . Am I anti-social ? No , cause I still greeted my relatives who came and watch the competition too . And am I desperate ? Nah...not yet -_-" . How's the people in there ? Lots of people wear clothes that made my eyes bled not because they were sexy , but the bad taste of theirs stung my eyes constantly . Bunch of ah bengs and ah lians....

Some say this event is where many boys take chance to score girls , let me just say....fuck it . Luckily next year we don't have to do again , cause all we have to do is focus on STPM .

Goodnight .

Oh (real)In Tech , where art thou ?

Did I said Doom 3 sucks ? Nope , the only word I utter is D I S S A P O I N T I N G . It may sounds ignorant cause I never touch the game before , but just look at the gameplay , the first game that pops up from my mind is Half Life and I still dare to say that this game is a rip off , untill now....

Today The Star's In Tech make their first mass review ever since Baldur's Gate in late 1990s , and Doom 3 is their choice of their reviews . You know , In Tech's review on the game really makes me reduce to tears , cause for 2 or 3 years now , I Haven't seen them review any games that long . I still remember every In Tech reporters having fun in creating their characters in Baldur's Gate , I still remember how they having fun playing Quake 2 , Quake 3 and even Unreal Tournament !! And I still remember how they baldly reviewed a game title that they thought it sucked with the funniest headline ever : "THIS GAME SUCKS !!!" . And now , since the booming of electronic age , and with the tense competition by console gamers (Playstation 2 , Xbox and Gamecube) , the reviewers have shifted their focus on gadgets , while they review a game with just a simple summary .

I feel so sad for them , and I also feel damn angry cause they just sum up the review with the same person called "LAT-WP" . But one person who managed to spoke out my mind by wrote a complain letter to In Tech last Tuesday(or last week I think) , he questioned the way they reviewed Doom 3 with just a short summary and he was pissed that the way they reviewed games had sunk to such a low level . Even though it was a column about first look on Doom 3 , and he mistaken the column for a review , but I think he managed to strike at the right time . Wake up In Tech !! Where are your gaming spirits ? I missed the old days where they reviewed a games longer than all the reviews they write today :( .

The Editor cleared up the situation by replying the writer's letter on the spot , he said that they just have no time for reviewing games anymore cause there are lots of gadgets to review these days . But still I dearly miss the way they review games , I want them to bring back the old days , not just a simple sum up :( .

Oh In techers , where are your gaming spirits ?

Edited
Gee , looks like I am out of topic in the first paragraph . And yea , after I read all the reviews about Doom 3 , I have the urge to buy that game though .

:S

"Get up, get up, get up, drop the bombshell
Get up, get up, this is out of control."
Powerman 5000

Jeez , that what I got from my treasurer , who is also the one I WAS chasing for . Yesterday morning , the first period was free so I took a chance to take a short nap , I didn't sleep well all the time you know :/ . She suddenly walked out from her table , stood in front of us and announced :"Starting from today , I am not your treasurer anymore , so go get another one to do this work" . I was shock , cause she never made a mistake , and I didn't presurised her will loads of work , so what the hell ?! I got up and walked to her and told her to reconsider her desicion , and she kept saying that she stood firm with hers . I demanded reasons from her , yet she didn't want to tell :/ . So she kept on sulking till our chemistry teacher arrived , and I have to told her about the situation , cause who else can solve this shit ? So it ended just like that , she decided to take back her desicion .

If I am not mistaken , she complained to me once that she never felt so busy...and annoying before when she studied in her former school . She complained that the whole class were like...not acknowledge her existence when it came to class fees . Well , I was a treasurer last year people just LOVED to give excuses about not enough money . That's common , but the real annoying part was that a fucking bitch who was a class monitor keep checking on me . I was pissed , and always pissed , when this situation reminds me of that monitor alot :/ .

This friday is my school annual lantern competition , and my lantern is 91% done , today I am abit angry cause only ONE people came to help . Tomorrow morning , I will have to force them to help me finish this shit .

Urgh...

I think I have messed up my own lantern project . Yesterday (Thursday) as I was trying to strengthen the rod of the lantern , my dad came home and notice what I was doing . He offered some help by calling his friend to cut some woods cause those soft metal couldn't even stand no matter how I tried to group them together , inch by inch to make one firm rod . Till today , there was no response from my dad's friend , I felt abit panic as I had promised my friend to bring it to school tomorrow , and my dad's reply was : "Don't worry let's see about that tomorrow" . Damn relax , huh ? *rolls eyes*

Somehow I feel abit regret cause all the effort by my comrades to it stand just sweep away like that , and I couldn't find the paper yet to decorate the lantern :/ !! Luckily my mom said one shopping centre which open at 9.30 a.m. in the morning has the material I want . Phew , talk about close shave :S .

Just as I expected last night , things start to piss me off , right from the beautiful Friday morning . A woman driver , who must be from KL cause of the plate start with "W" suddenly rushed out from the small lane as I was about to turned in . What was the fucking rush for ?! This is Kota Bharu , not Kuala Lumpur you dumb cunt . Then another was in town , 2 hours ago . Me and my mom went out to shop , so I took the wheel again . As I was turning into the corner , I didn't realise there was a small road sign in front of me , cause I kept watching beside the lane as I wanted to turn right in . Luckily my mom yelled at me and managed to avoid the sign . Really , what the hell those workers put that sign IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING ROAD ?!

Others are just minor problem which I didn't mind , from forgoting the location of the clinic to reading an article crapping about Wayne Rooney and reading about "every man has a woman in their back(licking his ass maybe :p)" in a novel . How happy I am as there's something to make me angry , I always feel uneasy when there's nothing to provoke Yung Jie who's desperate for one . I wish I am The Hulk instead of Spiderman . :D

YUNG JIE PWN J00 !!!!!

:|

Strange , could post my blog last night , something wrong with the blog maybe . Hopefully this will get through . Anyway , The Dawn Of War demo is out , unfortunately , I seem can't download that shit . The story is like this , Gamespot asked me for my age so I just typed in and guess what ? My age was INVALID !! What the fuck ?! I am already 18 years old man , I am (so called)"mature" enough to play this demo . So I just gave up the attempt to download the Warhammer demo . Shit totally happened . > :/

Furthermore , I have to go to school this Saturday morning , gonna fix up my lantern , the competition will start due next Friday . Everything is OK at the moment , and the lantern is 80 % done . Bleh , how I like to thank them for their cooperation , I never expect them to give any effort for this shit . Kudos and thank goodness they aren't like those assholes who just sit back and whine what they deserved .

First real exam is next month at 17th . To hell with it , there are so many things to rush . The second batch for this year's National Service is considered lucky as they will start by this December . By the time they finish , they can enter form 6 earlier than us :/ . My math teacher even worst , she is about 5 or 6 months pregnant and like....shit -_-" . Whenever we can't finish one sub topic , she just "Nevermind lor , you all can go home and read the new topic and do it by yourself" . What a brilliant teacher she is .

So anything pissed me off this September ? None for a moment , but there's something will soon provoke and make me type like hell . Night .

More shit....

Aye , Next week is the lantern festival , and my lantern is 80% done , except we haven't wrap up the whole thing yet . Anyway , Nvidia's 6600 GT seems great and the price is around 150 US Dollar above , not bad , maybe I can afford it at around RM 500 and RM 600....next year , that's is :P .

Sigh....I have nothing to crap about , maybe I am too tired to go on , cause I have been revamped my lantern the whole evening :S . So let's see if anything interesting would happen tomorrow . Night .

Necrogiant > Yung Jie

I just made myself a new record . I died 8 times in a row for Necrogiant , who is the boss for the chapter 1 of Painkiller . Weird thing is , every time above is "so near yet so far" moment . Its life metre is about to empty , it suddenly manage to squash me to death in a very very short time :/ . Ths is one of the gh3yest boss I ever met since Max Payne 2's final boss -_-" . Later I will recharge my patience-no-metre and face it again . :S

The boredom strikes back..

Niece has gone back , the forum and the chat room is empty , killing some time with my Painkiller , open my msn messenger and wait for people's contacts...ARGH !!!

Anyway , just finished my revision...according to my scheduled timetable :P . This time it seems to work , meself quite satisfied with it :D . Maybe I will have to sleep late , just took a nap this afternoon , right after I returned from school .

Nothing interesting to write today , so I will just for someone to make me nagry , jealous , happy , sad or whatever emotion I can react to the situation .